collegeI guess I really don't know what I think about a lot of things, but I suppose I shall know by the end of this entry as I sort out my thoughts.
So many things running through my head. Being back in the dorms is weird. Our floor is so much quieter this semester. For now, anyway. Ask me about that again at the end of the semester and I may not be telling you the same thing.
It's weird without having Kim here, althought I do enjoy having more space. I'm not sure if I mentioned this earlier, but she decided to move out, and the housing department placed her at the other end of the hall. I'm not sure where we stand friendship-wise right now, but we really didn't talk by the end of the semester, and for no apparent reason. From the sounds of it, there's a lot going on inside of her and it's really affecting everyone around her. I hope the best for her and that she finds some happiness, or peace with whatever is going on.
The room is still as hot as ever. I'm roasting in here right now. At least I can run around in my underwear now (it's that hot!) and no one will see!
And it's weird having friends stay the night. I have a place for them to stay now. I think Dave and Ted will be here a lot. Hopefully anyway!!
Speaking of Dave and Tedward... They are currently working on recording a CD with their band, Memories Past. I'm hoping for the best, and that this will open the door to a lot of opportunities for them, especially since they've put so much work into recording. I don't really see much of Dave right now because of it, but I know this CD means a lot to him.
Back to the room. I'm actually getting a lot more work done this semester, and I don't feel as stressed out. Yes, I still either feel like doing work, or dont, but I'm able to actually think and work on things when I have the urge to, and I don't feel behind. I feel right on track, if not a little ahead of things. I have post-its everywhere. Yes, I had a 3.1 here last semester.. my first real semester, and I had 17 credits... but I feel like I can do better, and plan to this semester.
I will hopefully be purchasing a TV soon too. My first HUGE purchase ever, pretty much! Haha... I'm thinking about getting a TV that has a DVD player built right into it. Any suggestions as to what TVs like this would serve the purpose? I'm looking for affordable for a college student, and one that will last. Around a 20 inch screen as well.
Things with my ex have been interesting. I feel like I talk to him moer than anyone else, and I really don't feel like this is a good thing. I need my space. We aren't together, and I'm really happy with the relationship that I am in now with Dave. I'd rather not jeopordize that. But it's hard because I confided in my ex for over 3 years, and there's a solid friendship there still. I don't want to cut it off, but I feel like he's the friend on campus that I'm always with, and people are asking me about it. It's not good, not at all. Having a friendship? Yes, that's great. But this is too close of a friendship with an ex. It's really difficult to deal with. I really would rather not just... cut him off, but where do you draw the line?
I dont know.. leave me some love. Add me as a friend. Whatever. I still haven't figured out how to do that, by the way...
